last feeling..

20/12/2013 is the last day love feeling me to her...so from now im try to make a new life better then before..so its suppose to be the best life la... :)  yes its hard for me but what can i do...i must make her happy to...mybe that is best way...so release n go... go n find the best one...i cant give anything..im not a rich man.. all thing i must get it by own self...so i must take a long time to save my money n married the other people..im just plan but only ALLAH will be decide which way is better for me...my planning i will married after 3-4year from now...thats my planning but not my promise... :) so after this who's is my partner i also don't know... hope ALLAH will sent to me a best person la... yes before this i always do a bad thing.. so if want wanna be perfect change our life first...so we can know which part of me is not nice...SO TO YOU,I HOPE YOU WILL BE HAPPY WITH YOU OUR PARTNER...BE THE BEST TO YOUR PARTNER OK...to me you are the best friend... :) As'kum..

mybe last post..

nie mgkin last post dri aku...da xde cerita yg best tok aku cerita lg kat blog nie...facebook aku pon da deactivate account...aku xnak ade bnde yg bley mengingatkn aku pada masa silam aku...mgkin dlu korg tgk aku seorg yg ceria,gila2 ape sume tp mkin lme aku rse cm aku da xcm tu.....jd aku amek keputusan tok relaxs santai sorg2 wat hal aku,xde kwn pon xpe da bg aku skunk...gi kje blik kje dok umah lyn fmily ape sume..klu rjin ade activiti lain bru lyn klu x aku lbey kepada bersendirian....ok la nie last story aku kat blog nie..klu aku rse da kmbali mcm dlu ins'allah aku akn post kat blog nie lg...klu aku still sme xde la tu kot...ok la aku nak off dlu..lgpon da mlm nie..nak tdo da...as'kum semua...

maruah diri xsama hargenye ngn wang ringgit

mmg aku xde wet...tp aku xpnah nak mtk simpati spe2 tok bg wet kat aku...sbb aku taw aku msih ade tulang 4 kerat aku nie tok cri rezki wlaupon skit tp still halal....mmg kdg2 wet kte nie xckop pkai disebabkan ade msalah2 yg xdpt nak dielakkan...kte pon xtaw yg mslah tu akn dtg kn...klu kte taw da lme kte elak...btol x aku ckp.....contohnye la kn..kte ltak la nme artis...ZIZAN (bkn nme sbenar) die seorg pghantar brg spare part lori...gjinye hanya RM1000...lpas tolak epf bagai tgl la RM800 bley....kbetulan blan tu die ade saman polis sbyk Rm550...tgl la dlm RM300 lbey...die hanya dpt srvive wet lbey tu slame 2mggu..die cter mslah die kat awek die NORA DANISH (pon bkn nme sbenar)..tp die xmtk pon awek die tu tok tlg die...tp awek die nie nak gak tlg..ok fine la kn..si zizan nie expect yg awek die nie ikhlas nak tlg die...at the same time awek die nie ckp kat die...

NORA DANISH : lpas kes saman nie sye xbley bank in kat awk jer..awk laki kn..nty awk trbese plak sye bg wet jer..nty lpas kawen awk yg nak bg nafkah,bkn sye yg bg nafkah..sye bkn xnak tlg..sye nak tlg TAPI SAMPAI BILA..nty da kawin sye nak kne SARA awk?? BAGI NAFKAH?? sye pon xphm ngn laki zaman skunk nie,ske sgt gne wet pmpuan..mmg awk xmtk tp ble sye bg awk amek kn..klu laki yg btol phm psal benda2 nie die xkn amek coz malu..MALU MAKAN WET POMPUAN..especially wet pompuan yg die nak jge nty...

tp bley time si zizan nie senang die xde plak ckp cmtu...time si zizan nie jatuh trsungkur die hina zizan smpai cmtu skali mcm si zizan nie xde maruah diri...zizan lgsung xmtk ptlgan dri si nora danish nie...imagine klu si zizan nie kawen ngn nora danish..tbe2 si zizan pth kaki xbley krje..ape yg nora danish nie wat kat zizan??bley ker die trime zizan lg??cacat xbley bg nafkah kat die...ape yg perlu si zizan nie lakukan sblom trlmbt....????

ko renung2kn jer la....

 

mimpi

smggu aku mimpi bruk...aku xsdap aty aku nak brcerita ngn seseorang tp hajat aku tu xsampai...mgkin bz tp aku cbe tabahkn diri...atlast ape yg jd kat aku skunk nie mgkin mkne tok mimpi aku tu...ade 2 mimpi yg aku smggu nie....

1. aku bermimpi yg si die bertunang ngn rakan sekerja die...aku sebak ble bgon dri tido...seriusly aku nangis ble bgon tdo tu....aku mmg nmpk kuat tp sbnarnye aku lemah & cepat trsentuh...

2. yg kedua plak mgkin sambungan dri mimpi no 1 tu...disebabkn aku kecewe sbb pertunangan tu aku kahwin ngn org yg aku xknal..dlm perkahwinan tu aty aku brdebar2 ble akad nikah..yelah aku xknal ngn org tu...aty aku pon msih kat si die...dlm mimpi tu pon aku xdpt tgk spe org yg aku kahwin tu...then aku trbgon dri tdo tu aku tros mgucap...


aku pnah ckp kat si die yg aku nak cter smething kat si die tp aku tgk die cm xde respon n excited nak dgr cter aku tu so aku diam n pendam jer..smpai la skunk nie aku luahkn jer la kat blog aku nie...sbb aku rse kat snie jer tmpt yg aku rse slamat tok aku luahkn prasaan aku nie...bru aku lege skit ble da dpt cter kat blog nie... :)

hari minggu

23/12/12

kurg memberi makne kat aku...ape yg aku harapkn xdpt aku tunaikn...aku memberi mse aku arinie tok luangkn mse ngn org yg trsayg tp aku xdpt nak tunaikn...nak luangkn mse ngn fmily pon xbley..yelah sume gi s'pore..jd dok jer la umah nie sorg2...aku egt nak gi mlawat mbe aku excident tp xtaw plak die kat mne skunk..umah ker hospital ker..yelah no die aku xde...hp die pon bru lpas elg so dok jer la umah...atlast aku dpt gak taw die kat HSA..tp da petang cmne nak gi kn..klu gi pon mmg xdpt la nak msok..xpe aku plan ari selasa nie krismas kn..aku gi la tgk die...yelah die mbe baik aku kot...GET WELL SOON BROO...xdpt gi mne2 nie aku pon kuar jer la umah gi mamak(SAYED) relaxs kat snie sorg2 layan fb,layan blog yg da lme sgt xbkak...da mlas nak mlepak gile2 sgt...lgpon aku skunk da kje kn...kne ade cmmitment kat kje skit...yelah da tua kn xbley nak men2 lg da skunk..ok la aku nak mnom2 dlu relaxs2 xnak pkir pape...rhatkn diri jer..heeeeeee...as'kum .. :D